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ROSIE BROAD

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 00:03:58 GMT

ROSIE BROAD
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JESSIE GOOD
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ROSIE BROAD

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 00:00:51 GMT

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Thu, 14 Dec 2006 15:52:53 GMT

today i have sat eating apricot shortbread and thinking about my new years in the caribean with my best friend when i will turn 18,
life is so good, apart form the whole work thing, i love living with sonja and her cabbagy eggy potatoy fetttish, shes amazing, i really feel like i have found a secure group of best friend, rosie sonja jasmine laura and roxy, i love them all so much in funny silly ways, plus they have made this term so good. i think i have totally fallen in love aswell, but that part is not so good, its very complicated, but yeah i also like it to, im going to go pack tidy but i will leave you with something that took me a good 20 mintues to pack geeeeez xxxxxxxxx

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SOME YEARS LATER GAVIN WAS IN A Y PUB IN . LIFE WASNT TO GREAT FOR GAVIN NOW, BEING BOUND AND ALL SO HE HAD TURNED TO , AND . ANYWAY THAT Y NIGHT GAVIN SAW A BEAUTIFUL NAMED WHO WAS AT THE END OF THE BAR. HE OVER AND ASKED WHY ARE YOU ? SHE REPLIED ALL THE FROM PEOPLES IS GETTING INTO MY AND IT HURTS REAL BAD. SO GAVIN BREATHED IN ALL THE AND OUTSIDE AND LET THE OUT.
RAN OUTSIDE AND ASKED HOW ON DID YOU DO THAT? AND HE ANSWERED OH IM AN EX- FAN

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 14:31:24 GMT

wagamamas put me in such a good mood, i havent posted in years..months etc, but everything is amazingish! i hae been superbusy, am happy love my group of friends, i am still lazy and confused about loads of stuff. but its all good,

p.s i should never curl my hair again

right of to sit

meh

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 10:54:50 GMT

overtired, babyshambles on thursday nearly killed me, i have a broken tow a million bruises and i swear my ribs are cracked...
fabric last night was so awesome, it started of a bit shit cos i felt ill and yeah but it just got better and better,
right tattoo convention today and afterskool tonight! amazing

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 02:53:00 GMT

been having a pretty sweet couple of weeks, tonight i wne to the pub with rose (easton), may and loaf, we just hung drank gin and i brough chicken groujons with garlic mayo...yum, then i came home and joe who lives liek down the road came over, i bet him alot at gamecube then we watched young-guns and passed out on the sofa, in the day i didnt do much, i felt hungover so i missed morning lessons, just sat at home, then i went to photography at 4 and started randomdly crying....im not really sure why but it seemed important at the time.

on tuesday we watched chunking express in film, that film is really awesome i enjoyed it loads! then we had some shit times essay in english that was gay, i was feeling really crap and hungover so i went home and napped after lunch, then at 4 i went to my godmothers house and we sat and talked about my furtur she helped me with the begining of my personal statement and lend me some french movies, shes so lovely. that night me and rosie went to cute is what we aim for at the barfly, it was really good proper me and rosie last year type style, wearing big fat coats, being louty, wondering the tubes with wine bottles and glasses, saw loads of people i hadn't seen in ages, made an idiot out if myself then stumbled home! nice haha.

on monday jasmine came round, rosie and sonja were going to papa roach to crash it and hang, but im not sure i wasnt really in the mood, but yeah we all drank at mine, then me and jasmine went to trash, was funny cos i was the first one in, it seemed so odd empty, anyway saw dev, hungout, danced like pricks, but soon i hunger took over and we went to glouster road where this guy was chucking out all this food so we ate most of that.

this weekend was nice, me and sonja went to bath on friday and just were so tiredso went to bed, the next day alice and sam came over and were the models for this alexander mcqueen thing im doing, sweet. then me and sonja went in bath, first to the bell for some drinks and i met a finger puppet who was formally joseph stalin, then we went to ed's 21st, that was funny, but just as sonja was pulling out some sweet moves everyone got chucked out cos they saw evryone doing coke, so we all trudged back to eds, the guy who drove me and sonja was a maniac, these are twisty countryside wet one way roads, and we were literally skidding round every corner, but when we got back we sat up most of the night in the tree house, drank and whatevevr then fell asleep, nice, had a sweet sunday lunhc the next day, watched lord of the rings, laughed about frodo then back to london where i nearly died from bag pain.

meh i cant update much more as its like 4 and my shoulder has a mild cramp from leaning on it, but next week im going to be good and get this personal statement done, yes good

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 00:38:49 GMT

im really ill, my throat feels like a burning forest flame, my head feels like plastic, and im sneezing like a train.....great,

i went to this alexander mcqueen thing to today...and they gave me a bunch of clothes and i have to make a short film involving them, shit ok, there were other people my age, maybe a bit older there, but they are all dead creative and proberly art students, they will take this thing really seriosuly and make it amazing, im really scared ive never done anything like this ever before.....when they all bring their projects back they will be colourful and amazing and mine will be shit, i can just tell.....and i have less then two weeks now, im really scared, and im so ill. im doign ok at college, i just dont get these people who keep up wiht work all the time, im really trying yet im still behind.......gahhhh

sonjasss

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 10:38:24 GMT

go to www.myspace.com/sonjabladez

go to her blog and you can see one of the sweeetest weeekends, hot air balooning, sydre, champayne, strawbs and macaroons!

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 13:27:54 GMT

see my summer blog on my myspace to see about my summer, its full of treat, i just suck at livejournal cuts so i dunno, yeah go see

jo gave me a gamecube, AWESOME, i have an escuse now to sit around doing nothing

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 21:59:21 GMT

what a lovely day, saw shadi and her new boyfriend alex who is lovely, and they cooked me a delicious meal,
sawe ithaka and joe at the pub for a drink and chat, its nearly their year anniversary! how exciting, came home for 11 cleansed made risotto and am about to watch series 2 of teachers , YAY! and i am feeling so good because everything is back to normal with my parents, they respect and trust me again, and i loev them and want to work hard, and who cares if my sister is prettier or cleverer then me becaus ei have the most awesome friends and life:)

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 01:42:47 GMT

i need to stop letting my serious insecurites about my sister interfering with me,

im only mean to her just because im so jealous, its just she has absoultely everthing, shes like so clever with her 9 A* or whatever, and i got a shit marks, shes going to oxford 6th form college and whenever my family talk about it there like oh your so brave, and how interesting and always say good stuff, but none of them ever ask me anything except tell me off,

shes also incredibly funny, sporty and absoultely beautiful, i cant even go out with her because i feel to nothing next to her, i could go on about this for hours but i dont want to over the internet, but its bascally really upsetting me, like she used to be my best friend but because of me being pathetic and jealous of her looks and everything i am spoling our friendship, and i really dont want that, its so stupid, but if you have ever felt this jealous you would understand, like i hate her meeting people that i know incase they all like her better, which is so stupid they can like her to, eurgh i dunno, i need to get over it, but i just which i had something that she didnt, just something small but there is not one thing i am better at her at, like everything i can vaguly to she can always to better, and she makes a point of showing it, hence why my parents think im useless, i cant remember the last time they said something reasurring or complimentry to me.......geez i feel shit

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 10:05:52 GMT

ok my summer has been SO SWEET, next update i will put in my summer photos and whatnot,
yeah but summer over its no september, ha ew, yeahh this week in london has been sweet, except i cant sleep cos of jetlag,

monday went to pheobes and got more drunk then i've been in a while, i kept telling people i could drink anything and anyone under the table, and they made me drink tobasco, absinthe, vinager and olive oil in one, sick,

tuesday was rad sonja rosie jasmine and izzy and i decided it would be funny to try and get into the papa roach oncert,

sonja and izzy drank too much and ran in, but the guy to us was like 'get out get out'

so we went round the back and izzy and sonja found us, then when papa roach rpoadies and whatnot starting claring stuff into lorrys rosie told some guy his hair looked like a carbibean plant, that was our key in,

haha then we got into papa roaches car and sonja sat of jackobes lap all the way there
they were awesome, but such pricks oh well haha,

we just rampayged the hotel which was so swanky, tried to get onto the roof, stole room service food, drank jd and coke, hung with the vines and then slept in their room, broke the cigerette machine, went into some underground secret room, basically hand the raddest night EVER, p roach rule hahaha

this weekend should be sweeet, tonight jo and jasmine coming over for not really sure what,

tomorrow parkway drive seeing mari charlie tommo and others, then maybe going somewhere with roxy yay!

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 21:03:52 GMT

today i was involved in a speed boat accident that killed a scuba diver in the propellers,

it was horrible and weird, it was also the first time i have ever seen a dead body, the other people in the boat were my family, rosie and my brothers friend, we are all pretty shaken up about it, it just really makes you think and realise how lucky you are to be alive

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 22:44:18 GMT

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geez i am a complete failure.

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 10:09:18 GMT

i havent felt so sick in a long time, i have never ever got scared about results, to me they always seemed kind of non important, not sure why,

buit i have to get these ones, not just because it would be nice to maybe get a good result for once because that would make me feel better, but because if i dont my parents will pull me out of college and i will have to leave london and go to the middle of no-where

argh, they have to be good, but unfortuantely i didnt try one little bit unless you count the half hour before the exam actully starts when i freak out and look and something, haha what im saying if probably the same for every single person....but whatever i feel like shit i have been up all night, i have watched the whole seriers 2 of scrubs and listened to rosie sleep talk even that didnt cheer me up, ok well maybe it did a bit rosie does say some funny stuff ha

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 03:30:17 GMT

wednesday thursday and friday:)

daves 20th b-day on the beach bar

(taken from daves blog)

birthday boy!

i love these two

on thursday me and rosie went to the bluebord jean launch

it was sweet, free drinks, lots of fun people,chats woth terry, and then we took a taxi with this dude who looked like jesus to the after party at a club in mayfair, how very posh!

on friday jasmine, jo, and jos friend laycn came round for drinks before that lame rave that never happened

we drew each others portraits

drunk and had wresteling and truth matches

before going out:)

on saturday early morning jo and i walked to tescos 24hr in our pyjames, much against jo's will

then we watched amelie

locked canada out

and made breakfast

on saturday night i went out with lana to metro, it was really fun, we sang whitney and got free drinks,

but i went home at about 3 cos i was reallly tired

on sunday i slept in till about 1 which was so good, i woke when rosie rang and was like 'come get noooodles'

so we went to wagamams, mmmmmm
rosie had these MASSIVE fat noodles, like i am not joking, chunkier then worms, and my noodly soup was YUM!

then i came home watched beaches, cried, looked up flats i could afford, i.e none and went to sleep

today i am meeting up with my sister and her friend, and then we might go to tommys, but i feel really sick, nasttty

xxxx

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 17:35:24 GMT

keira knightely
im the runner on her new movie!!!

the first day i met her she said 'hi nice to meet you'
and i said 'i really appreciate good food'

that 299279372 on the lame scale

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 13:38:59 GMT

yesterday i went to white heat with shadi, i would just like to empasize how much i love her, man we had such an ace time, rocking out to animal collective and whatnot!!!
met her bud alex who was unbelivably nice!
though haaha i did the most embarrassing thing, the laqdy in the toilets reached over to get me some gum or a lolly, and i thought she was leaning in to hug me, so i hugged her, and then like 3 seconds later she was like 'i was just getting something for you' i went bright red, geeeeeeez

anyway I LOVE SHADIII, and her lemon which i still have in my bag:)
tonight i am going to daves birthday treat in the beach on brick lane, should be sweet, i got him a matching his n' hers bucket and spade for him and philli,
mann i love mornings like this, ive been listening to slade all morning, then i moved onto sir walter riley, and switchfoot, sugercult and yellowcard, man i love them hahah....

tomorrow i start work on a film set, sweeet, then me and rosie are going to a launch party that my mum couldnt so i got her tickets, kate moss and loads of people are going to be there!!! so sweet is that!!!!

oh neat prodigy just came on:)

looking forward to friday, am going with jo and canada and loads od others to teens of thailand rave!!!

also i am so proud of myself, i never ever have a clean room, its digusting, wine bottles ashtrays dirty clothes, its like a hermit crabs insides, but today i tidied, not like normal tiyding when my mum asks me to, but proper, cos i want to, my room is immmactulate, it scary, but amazing, its the FIRST EVER time since living here that i have felt at home, i am always going on about how much i hate it and glouster road sucks, well glouster road sucks, but my bedroom is amazing, i never want to leave it haha ok not true, but im content for now!!!!!

xxxxx

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 09:52:37 GMT

i have sunburnt the underneath of my nose, WHO DOES THAT?????

Thu, 06 Jul 2006 14:23:43 GMT

how amazingly great would this look placed in my bedroom

yeah thats what i thought, amazingly fantastic!

why am i on the computer, im late for my train,

i have found a way to pion my hair around to stop me looking like a dykey albino ginger, tho i think after a while i would miss that look, its quite catching,

tonight i am going to see PIRATES OF THE CARIBEANS 2,m oh my holy lord mother of god jesus christ that is awesome,

johnny depp asked me out once and i said no,

ok thats not true, im just saying that out of spite, liek those people who gets chucked oput of clubs for being to drunk and the bouncers are leading them out and the drunk people are shouting at the others in the queue things like

'well i ddint want to go there anyway, im goiong to a much better place,' and like 'that club sucked, you all suck, GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME OR I WILL CALL THE POILCE,'

then of course they trip over the curb and lie there muttering about prices or something

i wish i was more like that

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 22:26:55 GMT

i feel like such shit, like a proper mess,

i want to update what i have been doing recentely, but i cant even remember,
this evening it took me about 5 minutes to open the door to my washing machine, that is how much my hand was shaking

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 22:54:46 GMT

just went to see regina, man she was incredible, i even cried, i was frount row, just infrount of her piano, she looked so godamm beautiful, i love her, i would sell mosy of the people i know to just touch her,

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 23:46:09 GMT

COUNTRY FAYRE PHOTOS, (more to come!!!!!........)

here

roxy and the crown

ismay and the crown

bewl mu

this boy was a phediphile, no kidding, he pulled down my top and asked for a photo

rose:)

ignore me

TONY

looking swish

MORRIS MEN

my mummy is lush, so is that dude, aha

my babes

ross haha, he RULES

muthafucka anjolewjlnas whatt

i only manadged to get them of the day, so night time ones would be appreciated!

hanging out

roxy and the crown

ismay and the crown

bewl mu

this boy was a phediphile, no kidding, he pulled down my top and asked for a photo

rose:)

ignore me

TONY

looking swish

MORRIS MEN

my mummy is lush, so is that dude, aha

my babes

ross haha, he RULES

muthafucka anjolewjlnas whatt

this was a bit ago, recentely i have had the most hectic week, so i am going to update that later because i am too tired now!

nightnight xxx

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 11:33:56 GMT

i want to move out so badly,
but i dont really know why, its like i live in this amazing amazing flat, my parenst are only here on monday and tuesday, but i hate it here so much, like its not home so i dont feel comftable, but whenever my parents come they tell me of about everything, what my room looks like, the kitchen, what im eating, my washing, where am i, she rings me every morning to make sure im gettiing up, even if i dont have college, just to make sure im not wasting the day
if i lived at home 'as in in bath' with the rest of my family it would be completely different, but my parents offered to give me this freedom, but now they are on my back even more then when i lived at home,
i find it physically impossible to tidy the flat, every time i try i just get really worked up, and i just want a fresh start in london, i want to move somewhere not so nice and big, alone, i would get a normal flatmate,i wouldnt take as much stuff, i would do it properly, i have found a couple of flats that i really like, but money is an issue, but for flats in london they are quite cheap, and they are in places that i want to live, more east/north london,
man this is all so pathetic, but its really bugging me, i really hate it here, i just sit and get really frustrated,
i think i would be really good somewhere else,
i thought moving here would make me more independent and mature, which was intentially the point, but i have less independence then before, i am deifantely more immanture and stupid, of course a lot of this is my fault, i never stay in, even if i am so tired i feel like i might die, i seriously cannot say no, i drink way to much, and i alwasy steal the alcohol of my parents, i loose everything, i never ever try in college, i just cant eb bothered, there are so many things that i want to do but i never get round because i end up just sitting and drinking,

in retrospect i think i am cleverer then the marks in get in exams and lessons show, i just dont try, i am starting to think that i might not go to college next year, i might get a job, i dont know where yet, but that is what i would like, i know that it would be hard work, but i think i could do it, i want to move out of this flat to somewhere else and do everything properly,

so i just need to gain the courage to tell my parents, but they will
a) think i am being pathectic, which i guess i kinda am
or b) they might actully help me

man im so stressed, i feel so ill at the moment, theres so much else i need to say, some is actully quite important, but i cant over livejournal, im feeling possibly the worst i have felt in a long time, i want to start from september all over again
i have turned into such a horrible person

weeeek

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 11:17:04 GMT

this weeks been pretty neat
just enjoying the weather, sitting in parks, eating fabs, seet deal i think
i love highbury park near rosies house, except the longer grass hurts, we got some lovely icecreams and dicussed icecream queues
rosie got an oyster icecream!!!!! I HAD NEVER HEARD OF THEM

i had a good night with rosemary and rosie! but that dickslapper rosemary wont send me the rest of the photos cos shes a lazy twat haha i kid, but yeah i only have these two

but it was a relitivly amusing night, we went for ithakas birthday to the k-bar, but ithaka and joe (her bf) left at like 11? who does that at their own party, um, so me and rosemary got given drinks by these um lovely scottish people, and left rosie being massaged by this GROSS dude, man he made me wanna barf, its ok she didnt like him either, just wanted free drinks

monday was a good day, rosie and i intended to go to angels and airwaves, but instead stayed in the park with dave, aidran, aaron, sam, lyndon and more, names have gon to, we played frisbee and danced with the harry krisner (i cant spell)

last night was also immense, it was the opening of my mum and stepdads shop in the bluebird on the kings road, i had the most amazing dress, it was like ashen grey with a kind of purply sash, and i got my hairvut yesterday into a neater do, i like it, but i cannot wait to grow it now!!! anyway the party was amazing, free little canapays (my favourite) free bar, mmm, i had abot 12 seabrezzes i swear, i met kate middleton, prince williams gf, haha suarve yes, and i saw vivene westwood! WOAH
i love her, and then i got sutibly drunk and went for tapas and this stupidly priced spansih cocktail bar
result

ONLY 2 DAYS TILL THE COUNTRY FAYRE
work experience on a tv set next week, but i am free in the evenings, anyone fancy coming to london?
xxxx